**I’ve debated long and hard, my friends. I’ve reflected on the experiences I’ve had here for so many years here, and though I still have a great deal of love for this character and this community, coming back to this blog and trying to start up again and build up the momentum which I feel I’ve lost, and especially with so much history has proven to be too much for me.
I am, however, not giving up on him completely. I still adore this community and all of you who showed me so much kindness and grace during this long dry spell. If you are still interested in writing with me, you can find where I will be writing Khan here on this side-blog: @72reascns. While it says private and selective, that largely means that I will only be making time to RP Khan on a case-by-case basis. If we have history, you are more than welcome to seek me out and I will be happy to write with you. But because I now have other muses running and so much going on in my life, I don’t have the time or energy to keep Khan as my main blog any more.
That being said, this blog will not be deleted. It will remain up because of the amount of history and fond memories held here, and because even though my activity has been null and void lately, I have been spending a lot of time re-reading all the good experiences I had here. So for now, and until I see you next (or even if I don’t), thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. You made this three year experience a good one, and fed into it lasting so long. If you want to continue it, please seek me out and I would be happy to write with you. If not, live long and prosper dear friends.
Love always,
Kae
**I’ve debated long and hard, my friends. I’ve reflected on the experiences I’ve had here for so many years here, and though I still have a great deal of love for this character and this community, coming back to this blog and trying to start up again and build up the momentum which I feel I’ve lost, and especially with so much history has proven to be too much for me.
I am, however, not giving up on him completely. I still adore this community and all of you who showed me so much kindness and grace during this long dry spell. If you are still interested in writing with me, you can find where I will be writing Khan here on this side-blog: @72reascns. While it says private and selective, that largely means that I will only be making time to RP Khan on a case-by-case basis. If we have history, you are more than welcome to seek me out and I will be happy to write with you. But because I now have other muses running and so much going on in my life, I don’t have the time or energy to keep Khan as my main blog any more.
That being said, this blog will not be deleted. It will remain up because of the amount of history and fond memories held here, and because even though my activity has been null and void lately, I have been spending a lot of time re-reading all the good experiences I had here. So for now, and until I see you next (or even if I don’t), thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. You made this three year experience a good one, and fed into it lasting so long. If you want to continue it, please seek me out and I would be happy to write with you. If not, live long and prosper dear friends.
Love always,
Kae
ɢᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ʀɪɢʜᴛ
ʏᴏᴜ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ
sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ
- ‘The hearts of men are easily corrupted’
- ‘History became legend. Legend became myth.’
- ‘No Admittance except on Party Business’
- ‘You’re late!’
- ‘A wizard is never late, nor is he early. He arrives precisely when he means to!’
- 'I know less than half of you as well as I should like, and I like less than half of you as well as you deserve.’
- 'I feel thin. Sort of stretched. Like butter over too much bread.’
- 'I need a holiday. A very long holiday. And I don’t expect I shall return.’
- 'Keep it secret! Keep it safe!’
- 'I’m not trying to rob you, I’m trying to help you!’
- 'We do not stop 'til nightfall.’
- 'What about breakfast?’
- 'I think I’ve broken something.’
- 'It’s a pity [name] didn’t kill him when [pronoun] had the chance’
- 'Many that live deserve death, and many that die deserve life. Can you give it to them?’
- 'Do you remember when we first met?’
- 'I thought I had wandered into a dream’
- 'I would rather share one lifetime with you, than spend all the ages of this world alone.’
- 'If by life or death I can protect you, I will.’
- 'You have my sword.’
- 'One does not simply walk into Mordor.’
- 'I will take it! Only…I do not know the way.’
- 'If I take one more step, it will be the farthest away from home I’ve ever been.’
- ’[name] breathes so loud I could have shot them in the dark.’
- 'I’m glad you’re with me.’
- 'If you do not find a way, no one will.’
- 'Even the smallest person can change the course of the future’
- 'In the place of a Dark Lord, you would have a Queen!’
- 'All shall love me and despair!’
- 'I have passed the test.’
- 'I cannot do this alone.’
- 'I know what I must do. It’s just that…I’m afraid to do it.’
- 'Are you frightened?’
- 'Not nearly frightened enough. I know what hunts you.’
- 'I swore to protect you.’
- 'I would have gone with you until the very end.’
- 'Anyways, you need people of intelligence on this…mission. Quest. Thing.’
- 'Whatever you did, you have been officially labelled a disturber of the peace.’
- 'Cast it into the fire! Destroy it!’
- 'The wound will never fully heal.’
- 'You shall not pass!’
- 'Fly, you fools!’
- 'Drums…drums in the deep.’
- 'We cannot get out…they are coming!’
- 'This foe is beyond any of you– run!’
- 'They have a Cave Troll’
- 'If you want him, come and claim him!’
- 'The quest stands upon the edge of a knife. Stray but a little, and it will fail, to the ruin of all. Yet hope still remains, while all of the company is true.’
- 'May it be a light to you in dark places, where all over lights go out’
- 'Something draws near. I can feel it.’
**I don’t know if it matters to anyone, but I’m here. This semester was a bender and a half, and I needed a break from Khan for a while because I was feeling worn down and like I didn’t matter in the community anymore. I got one, and while I can’t say I feel any more confident about what I’m worth, I’ve found myself missing this old man. More specifically, the likes of @mycroftthegreat @yourdeerestnilion and @smartass-telepath have had me missing being here.
Thus, here I am. I have no idea what it’ll add up to, but here we are.
**I am fucking exhausted, but I made some bomb pasta after work and now I’m settling in for a night off for once.
**Very unironically, my Romanian roomie is my favorite person on the planet. Hanging out with her just makes me feel better and healthier as a person. On that note, I’ve got a few essays left to comment on, but I’m going to try to balance Khan and The New(ish) Thing better tonight and get some activity going around here.
**If you’re wondering what I’m doing today, these applications are it. You know, on top of a mountain of grading that I’m egregiously behind on. This is also sort of a brief PSA as to why I’ve been having a hugely difficult time juggling the blogs lately. I’ve got these, my students’ work to keep up on, my own term paper to write, and my own thesis to work on. So yeah. Many apologies. But I’m buried, and will be until about mid-December.
if you hate me….. have you considered…. that I am beautiful? think it over
At first I thought you drank the whole bottle on your own and was really worried. ^^;;; *hugs*
**Justifiably! But no, I did not drink it all by my lonesome. Much as it was rough today, it was nowhere near that rough. Plus, I had to teach… and I generally value the health of my liver.
**In case any of you were curious about how today went - here’s photographic evidence of an answer. First and foremost, yes that is my desk at the institution I work at. Secondly, that bottle of Jim Beam was full when I brought it in this morning. Thus, its state at the end of the day speaks volumes not only about my own condition, but that of the rest of the TA office as well.
